hands and knees for you, baby

eating chicken nuggets with nice red wine. strange thing is the red wine was too cheap and the chicken nuggets were too expensive. thinking about smoking a cigarette. feeling haunted by something all day. can’t say what for sure, but it’s lingered since my walk high up on the hill early this morning. i think […]

i beg, i whistle

just watched laura and her band play on the pier at glensheen. was nice. felt a bit out of place. thought about how this time last year i was hauling my ass across the country. thought about a lot of things as i watched the waves roll in and the moon rise up over the […]

take me home

the days grow longer and i’ve been sleeping less and less. i get home and feed my dog. kibble and milk. i call it kibble cereal. he loves it. it’s his favorite bedtime snack. he’ll sleep hard tonight because we’ve been gone all day, and during that time one thing we did was take a […]

my next man

i drive home thinking about writing this. my finger is broken and suddenly that’s my entire personality. j– tells me that a guy we met tonight, someone she describes as a predominant author, will definitely get off to the thought of me later on. says he likes blondes. i don’t mind the idea of it. […]

r 3

r—, i didn’t get out of your car because i felt i was in danger. nor was i embarrassed. i left because i didn’t want to be in there anymore. it was a claustrophobic feeling coming down on me. i imagine you’d have felt the same had you been in my position. what kind of […]